Shooketh pt. 1

Just an update on the past week and what I’m working on.

(see definition of shooketh here)

To say that I’m shaken sounds so dramatic, but to say I’m shooketh sounds humorous.

 

Yesterday, I returned from a 5 day long trip to New Orleans. I had a really good time. I walked around downtown, I caught a lot of Pokemon, and I explored nature. I had some random experiences like a woman coming up to me and asking if I was a writer – then telling me that I will be a writer since I’m not now, explaining that I have good energy, and that I’m a healer. I had a stranger tell me, “You’re beautiful. Smile more,” in passing. I had random experiences of people telling me what they think about me. So, why am I shooketh?

I met someone at a bar that left me shooketh.

My explanation is dramatic and discusses spiritual stuff and it just a rant where I’m in my head so if you have the mental capacity to read about it, feel free to click hereIn the rest of this post, I’ll just write about fun stuff from my trip and other stuff going on.

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Overwhelming Urges

Very vague and ambiguous feelings. Nothing to bring to the table yet. Lackluster content is all I have for you right now.

hue hue heu

 

This post is very vague and ambiguous. Nothing to bring to the table yet. Lackluster content is all I have for you right now.

 

Do you ever feel like you’re not where you need to be?

That’s how I’m feeling right now.

I suppose I feel like this because lately I’ve been learning how to be myself. As a minority, listening to oneself seems to be uncommon – but I’ve been working on it. I’m now realizing there’s so much I want to learn. It’s so overwhelming, that instead of learning – I’m sitting here writing. I’m so thirsty for knowledge. I wish I could take some time off of work to learn.

On the attached photo, the books on the left are books I’m currently reading. The books on the right are books that are somewhere in the queue. I’m also trying to make my way through an online course. As I consume more knowledge, I feel like it gets a little bit easier to breathe. Not by much though – because the more I learn, the more I realize I need to learn.