Overwhelming Urges

Very vague and ambiguous feelings. Nothing to bring to the table yet. Lackluster content is all I have for you right now.

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This post is very vague and ambiguous. Nothing to bring to the table yet. Lackluster content is all I have for you right now.

 

Do you ever feel like you’re not where you need to be?

That’s how I’m feeling right now.

I suppose I feel like this because lately I’ve been learning how to be myself. As a minority, listening to oneself seems to be uncommon – but I’ve been working on it. I’m now realizing there’s┬áso much I want to learn. It’s so overwhelming, that instead of learning – I’m sitting here writing. I’m so thirsty for knowledge. I wish I could take some time off of work to learn.

On the attached photo, the books on the left are books I’m currently reading. The books on the right are books that are somewhere in the queue. I’m also trying to make my way through an online course. As I consume more knowledge, I feel like it gets a little bit easier to breathe. Not by much though – because the more I learn, the more I realize I need to learn.

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