Overwhelming Urges

Very vague and ambiguous feelings. Nothing to bring to the table yet. Lackluster content is all I have for you right now.

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This post is very vague and ambiguous. Nothing to bring to the table yet. Lackluster content is all I have for you right now.

 

Do you ever feel like you’re not where you need to be?

That’s how I’m feeling right now.

I suppose I feel like this because lately I’ve been learning how to be myself. As a minority, listening to oneself seems to be uncommon – but I’ve been working on it. I’m now realizing there’s so much I want to learn. It’s so overwhelming, that instead of learning – I’m sitting here writing. I’m so thirsty for knowledge. I wish I could take some time off of work to learn.

On the attached photo, the books on the left are books I’m currently reading. The books on the right are books that are somewhere in the queue. I’m also trying to make my way through an online course. As I consume more knowledge, I feel like it gets a little bit easier to breathe. Not by much though – because the more I learn, the more I realize I need to learn.

A Cornerstone

It’s so easy to jump right into something or say “I’m going to start doing this!” and not actually follow through. I don’t know if I believe in introductions, but here’s my introductory post.

It’s so easy to jump right into something or say “I’m going to start doing this!” and not actually follow through.

I don’t know if I believe in introductions, but here’s my introductory post. I’ve started a new online course that is encouraging me to have a place where I can share thoughts on books, people, and things being learned. This course is my cornerstone. This course will help me rewire all of my lazy habits.

This blog will help me be accountable to myself. Welcome to my journey.